sucky

I don't know why I keep falling in to the same circle over and over again. Soon enough I might actually get the strength to put everything behind me and just move on.

They say the grass is always greener on the other side. I wonder if it's finally time for me to go to the other side. My patience and "unconditional love" is starting to wear thin.

Cinnamon Scones and Creme Brulee coffee

I was supposed to have yesterday OFF, but instead I got called in to work.

iT WAS PRETTY SHITTY AT FIRST, i WAS STRESSING OUT, HAVING A REALLY BAD DAY BUT IN THE END IT WAS OK.

OOPS.
Sorry about the caps, I wasn't yelling (internet lingo is so ridiculous). I use a DOS program that requires caps at work so I always forget to take it off, and I'm not typing that over.

The new Nordstrom is really nice. Except the only affordable things there are cosmetics and juniors dept. So anyways, I need to find a home for my male beardie. If anyone wants a bearded dragon please let me know. I want him to go to a good home. I want to give the dragon away, but if the person who wants it also needs a tank, lighting etc. I'm going to have to charge something because I can't afford to just give EVERYTHING away.

Yesterday I was reminded why I hate Starbucks. Somehow I have bad luck with them. Starbucks must not like me back, which is fine.

I ate a really good, juicy nectarine yesterday, and I forgot them in the fridge today. I really wanted to eat one, but I guess I will later.

My blogs are incredibly boring.

I am supposed to go to Barry Manilow Sunday night, but I changed my mind.

Kimbo Slice can kick your ass.




Almost forgot. My black cat is a GIRL not a boy, hahaha. and I named her Sushi Maki Miller. LOL

Rainy Days

I'm VERY happy that it started raining today. My plants were in desperate need of a good watering. My car also needed to be cleaned.

David went to Orlando for a show so I'll be home alone. But I'll be cleaning this weekend. Working sucks, I want to stay home everyday and organize and bake.

Rambo ruled, I saw it Sunday, I loved it.

I hate crack heads from Liberty City, if that offends you, come spend a day at my job and you'll feel the same.


OK, well time to leave for job #2.

crappiness

I'm exhausted.

My dad was finally released from the hospital. It's a really confusing story but in the end he's ok, but the doctors want him to take steroids for the rest of his life and he's not going to.

Work has been draining. I finally got goals at my store and I've been selling over my goal and have a really high percentage, so that's good. I was rally worried but I found that it's not as hard as I thought it would be to sell expensive stuff to people. Sometimes it is hard though, especially people that are traveling and can't take certain things in their carry on bags.

I should really get on the ball with teaching but I'm so intimidated by it. I'm going to really start pushing in the next couple weeks though. I need some real money.

Relationship life has been pretty lacking for me, but probably because I'm never home.

My dragons probably hate me because I'm never home to entertain them either.

I have this black cat that's pretty much been my pet for a couple weeks now, and it's actually really nice. I enjoy seeing him everyday I leave in the morning or come home at night. He's so loyal and it makes me smile when he greets me. I don't even know if it's a boy or a girl! haha! I should prob try to find out. And it doesn't have a name yet, except kitty. which I really would like to change. But I can't think of anything good.

Ohwell, I'll try to make it through this obstacle.